It's almost cruel how time catches up to you, out strides you and runs faster than you can think. It truly waits for no man.
It's been a long while since Justin passed. God, how long has it been? It was a month or so before his birthday in August. July 23rd. I always thought I'd remember because of 23 - the 23rd Psalm. I Guess not.
I was remembering last night. Last year for Christmas, I made everyone cookies. I was thinking of how this year, I won't be able to make better cookies for him.
During class today, I was remembering Justin's personality type. I think we had similar personalities.
Before, I remembered Justin at every turn, but I smiled. It didn't hurt so much, didn't make me cry this way. Isn't it suppose to get better, a slow fade to melting away?
Cruel time and cruel fates. I know I'm not alone, so many others have gone away in the last couple of seasons, but I feel alone. Alone and just trying to survive.
From,
BrokenWing
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